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Brittany



Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Taurus

City: owensboro
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/12/2006
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful

Lately I've been thinking about how I can make myself into a better person...I dont it's just something ive been thinking abot
and how i can be more help to mom I feel bad sometimes and its becomeing more andmore frequent
how she works full time and goes to class and how I go to class and as of right now unemployed....so I can help pick up a little more ....how I can clean up the house for her just a little bit through out the week so on the weekends she wont have to worry about it
even it it's only for 30 min a day im sure a little bit would actually go al ong way for mom why I didnt realize this sooner I dont know
I feel dumb for not noticing and
I have also felt that i need to become a better person...now to my friends dont start in saying I am a good person...cause really..NO im not
I tend to be cold ,and hateful selfish and lazy
And I have finally come to hate this person that I am I just hope I can keep to this Cause I really do want to become A different more happy person...But I am going to admit I dont know where to start...nor what to do ....I want help on this...So anyone who is willing to help me out I would really appriciate it.....
 
I really need to change this person i've become guys....I wish i was the person I was in highschool who didnt have these horrid feelings of depression and paronioa of being lied to and stabbed in the back being so untrusting,...this is NOT a path I want to continue down any longer i really wish to change....
Currently listening:
If
By Mindless Self Indulgence
Release date: 2008-04-29
9:44 PM
 
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Cupcake™ ♥SPWC Ambassador KY♥

 
I could help support you, Brittany, if you have an idea of where you want to go. Like you mentioned on Facebook, you should definitely take your mom's advice and read "Who Moved My Cheese?" It's very short and simple and has a wonderful message about change. Also, Prochaska's book "Changing for Good" is an excellent read. It's simple, very thorough, and has plenty of examples of change and how people get stuck and how they can can move forward.

 
Posted by Cupcake™ ♥SPWC Ambassador KY♥ on Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - 4:25 AM
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