Hi all,

It's been awhile. Somethings been fermenting and germinating inside, sleeping 10 hours a day, remembering happiness and recuperating. From what? I do not know, but I firmly believe that if my body stays asleep for 10 hours a night, it must need the sleep. With all of the energy (cosmic, emotional, extra-terrestrial, astrological, etc.) that is bombarding our planet right now, many of the the sources I'm reading are saying: if your body wants to sleep, let it sleep. So, I'm letting it sleep.

Two fun things from the Universe last week in the form of movies. First some background info...I have met two ladies lately who have made my heart go pitter-patter...both have been reciprocal-neither sexual. On some level, they have both been off limits for many reasons (emotional, domestic, schedule, etc...can you tell, I'm trying to be diplomatic so as not to incriminate anyone...I hope I am succeeding!).

So, the first movie was Bridges of Madsion County...Sheeesh...I bawled like an infant at the end of this one. I think I missed most of the last 10 minutes or so (and, toning afterwards vibrated EVERY part of my body from the tips of my toes to the crown of my head...there was a little circle of skin on the top that was vibrating at about 45 Hz while is sang "eeeeeh" at the top of my vocal register!). But what a beautiful story about two people finding love, knowing the implications of it, experiencing it to the fullest and then taking it for what it was: earth shattering for both, but not life shattering for others. I have to buy that one!

The second movie was Steve Martin's Shop Girl. Another beautiful story about love, but from a different angle. It shows a contrasting spectrum from completely and honestly incapable to dishonest and capable of expressing and experiencing love. I don't think that sounds right...but I'm not going to edit...dirty, incomplete and ambiguous is better than sterile...

I was all of the characters in both of these movies simultaneously, and those that I have fallen in love with recently are too. It made me realize that deep love comes in many guises (if one can get past the emotional infatuations): some physical, some emotional, some psychological or spiritual, some a combination of all, but that the template of how these loves are lived out, followed through and realized is NOT what I have been taught, or what I have thought. These beautiful loves come in many forms and shapes, and they ALL are to be cherished for what they are, not for what they "could be"..."might have been"...or "wanted to be." And suddenly, taken like this, they are all beautiful, teaching and precious (man...I really need to find another word for that...thanks Dana Carvey...) experiences to be stored in life's chest of gold and jewels.

My toolbox of love is getting bigger, and life is flowing easier because of it. The vibration of love is the utmost goal. To achieve it makes life such a joy...so easy...so content. Barbara Marciniak says in "Family of Light" that "The true victories of humankind always involve the frequency of love." I believe this...I know this...

and happiness follows.

peace and love to you all,

paul