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☆Stitchez☆[The Devil's Own]☆Got Døpe?☆



Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 24
Sign: Aquarius

City: Wood Dale
State: Illinois
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/13/2005
[25 Oct 2009 | Sunday] 
It seems like every day, I start to understand people less and less. Not all of them, just the ones that I know. It's really hard when people you really thought you knew just turn out to be someone else.

I mean, people change, that's understandable. We all grow up, get older, etc. But what happens when someone you REALLY thought you knew, one of the people you were closest to does a complete 180 and turns into someone you don't even know anymore?

When you're best friends with someone, you're there for them when they need you. You talk, you hang out, it shouldn't be a big deal to even just CALL and say, "Hey, what's up?" every once in awhile right? But what about if YOU'RE the one who's there when THEY need you, but any other time...nothing?

It's like, what the fuck am I supposed to think? Any kind of drama, bad situation, I'm always there. No matter what the circumstances, I've been around to listen, offer advice, and just BE there. But when things are "ok" on their side, there's NOTHING. It's like, has this gone from a friendship to, me just being there when things are a little rocky with _______??

Honestly, it's starting to really irritate me. Yes, I know people are busy, they have lives, but honestly, to complete just basically cut off communication? It's fucking ridiculous. It's not fair to me, it's like, ok, we can not talk for weeks at a time, but as soon as there is some drama on your side, I have to drop everything and sit there and listen and then you just end up going back to a situation that you [HAVE to] know is not good? It's stupid, and I just really don't understand.

I don't get it. I just...don't...get it.
Currently listening:
Saw 6
By Various Artists
Release date: 2009-10-20
10:18 PM
 
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