So, since my last blog a lot has changed, some I will tell you ... not all tho.

So, Ro and I are back together. So, for all those crying and sobbing you can stop now. Hee hee. I think our friends cried more than us. You fucking babies!

Lately I've been putting all of my energy towards music. There's tons of negative, positive, and androgynous energy surrounding me ... so, it's all being written down with a hook. Music is the only thing that keeps me sane. That and Parker, but even parker can ware down on me.

Personally I'm not doing so well. I never know exactly what I'm feeling. We have friends over and there's just this overwhelming sense of ... I don't know. I love my friends, I just don't care. It's kind of like I'm not myself, but I'm not really anything else. I want friends over and then I get annoyed when they are over. I don't feel free to be myself, I feel held captive. I'm afraid to say what I'm thinking, well ... not afraid ... if I say what I want to say then I have to deal with a huge hassle. So, I'm gradually going mad. I feel like that queen song, 'I"m going slightly mad" ... and I don't really feel like anybody can help me ... I don't need help, I just need someone who understands me 100% who's not Ro. Someone I can just fuckin' vent to who doesn't care that I'm venting.

Then again, on a personal level, I am very confident in my new music and very confident in everything I'm doing musically. So, there's a plus for sure.

Anywho, that's all for now:)

Paul