I'm not always brave, I'm kinda weak
sometimes I hurt, but I really speak
I try to scream, but it's silent
I try to be calm, but always violent
I don't hate many, or feel much rage
I can't keep myself locked in a cage
my body's scarred from myself
but I refuse help from anyone else
I can't run far, I hate to walk
I want to fix things, but I won't talk
I'll be there for you, but not for me
I ignore myself, if you can't see
I hide my hurt, I hide the pain
when I shower, tears are half the rain
I punch things, I've broke my hand
for reasons nobody will ever understand
I say I'm sorry, way too much
I'm sensitive to the slightest touch
I tend to care, with no reason
but loving is my greatest of treason
I believe in God, I tend to pray
but I sin quite often, it'll never go away
I drink til I'm drunk, and I like to smoke
when we fuck, I like to be choked
I get lost easily and can't take direction
I like to listen, but have a short attention
I have some acne and don't know why
and some days I wish I'd die
I paint my nails in funky ways
I want revenge and it'll never go away
I'm hyper active and usually loud
I stuck and following tends and the crowd
I like to dance and kick boxing is fun
okay, I may have lied, I like to run
my ankles hurt and my shins are fucked
I usually have very bad luck
I spit a lot and sometimes drool
I tend to break every rule
I sing alone and play guitar
but only when ear sounds too far
I stay up late and wake up early
I've always wanted a gerbil named Shirley
I tend to babble and go on and on
crazy bitch is one of my favorite songs
I like music but not the newer Green Day
I wish fall out boy would just go away
Nirvana's not new and is way over played
to be honest I wish hollywood would just be slayed
I am brutally honest and make mistakes
I try to fix them with whatever it takes
I go on random tangents with some fits of rage
I have a mocha shirt and the same one in sage
I'm sometimes hateful and make people cry
I never knew it'd be so hard to say goodbye
I hate the word "nigger", it's just mean
I'm unintentionally racist, but it's never seen
I don't like war or to think about political chaos
I'm unorganized and ketchup makes me nauseaus
I get confused and don't want to go to Spain
I hate when a room is just decorated way too plain
I trip and fall, and am sometimes unstable
if I need help, I argue I'm capable
everyone physically hurts me, though unintentional
my life is a mess, but I know it has potential
I'm actually smart, and I like history
I'm a girl and my name is Tori
you may have noticed, I'm kinda weird
I think my criminal record's fairly clear
I crack my knuckles and wear nothing to bed
I'll deny most of the stupid things I've said
I'll talk in circles until I turn out to be right
but I'm just me at the end of the night.
[friends] 
I'm not always brave, I'm kinda weak sometimes I hurt, but I really speak I try to scream, but it's silent I try to be calm, but always violent
I don't hate many, or feel much rage I can't keep myself locked in a cage my body's scarred from myself but I refuse help from anyone else
I can't run far, I hate to walk I want to fix things, but I won't talk I'll be there for you, but not for me I ignore myself, if you can't see
I hide my hurt, I hide the pain when I shower, tears are half the rain I punch things, I've broke my hand for rea
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