1. List 20 things you want to say to 20 different people but you know you never will.

2. Don't say who they are.

3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

4. Never discuss it again.

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1. Stop acting hard. You never were, you never will be. Pretending doesn't help you.

2. You don't get a number :p You've got your own blog to yourself, ya jackass xD

3. You made me believe in myself again, like I could actually accomplish things. Then you threw me out. I thank you for what you did, but I have no respect for you.

4. Lay off the fucking drugs.

5. Ha, I find myself thinkin about you pretty often. Kinda lame I know, but oh well. You're wicked, and I like your cute sayings no one else says :) Talkin to you is interesting .

6. You need to learn the difference between "love" and just meeting someone.

7. It's been 4 1/2 years... not a day goes by where I don't think about you

8. You're not smarter, or more clever than me. Get over it. Stop trying

9. You're older, that's it. Stop pretending you're better than me because of it

10. Youu get me through my day, haha.

11. You need to drop the bitch dude. I understand second chances.. but a 6th? after she cheated on you 5 times.... what the fuck man..

12. It's hard to believe I went through almost all of my life thinking you wanted nothing to do with me. It's even harder to believe that I'm scared to talk to you still. I really wish we can fix this. I'm willing, and I know you are, but I don't know if I can handle it right now or even soon..

13. You are awesome, and you make my best friend happy. I'm glad you're together.

14. Morals... get some.

15. I'm not shallow, I just have standards.

16. I've known you almost my whole life. It sucks we're drifting so far apart. I swear I'm going to mend everything together again if it kills me. I miss callin you one of my best friends.

17. You rock that guitar man, or drums, whatever it is you're doin. I lost all the audio i had of you and Kev fuckin around. :/ Pretty shitty lol.

18. Singing to a plant is a very unconventional way to keep it alive, but it's still there. Every time I see it I laugh. What a crazy ass night.

19. There's been a lot to say to some, and very little with others. I'm surprised I even give you a number here. Fuck you.

20. Stop being so fucking lazy. I know I haven't been too active either, but you won't even run to save your life. it's pathetic.