As some of you might already know, Yes I am no longer single. As you may recall from my previous blogs I welcomed being single simply because it was not worth the trouble risking my sanity on another bad relationship. And I did get some shit for this last blog only to contradict myself with what I did.
Well obviously things change when you least expect it. When I met my current girlfriend, I was was not looking for anyone. And I know what you might say, the ol' cliché "you'll find someone when you least expect it". Well that was the case with me. But before you think that I'm going to start talking lovey dovey on how much I'm in love and it's the best girlfriend I've had and that we finish each others sentences...WRONG. NO NO NO.
She's an awesome woman but it's way too early to tell anything about anything. So far so good and no, I'm not being pessimistic. This is called taking it slow. I don't want to start off strong to later come out saying "this dream was too good to be true. It is true I am happy. I have my son, the best son a man could have and a woman that loves me.
Don't think for one minute I don't have a wall up. And I think it will always be there. But I am working on it. If the Berlin Wall fell, then the Zugasti wall can too.
I know I stuck a foot in my mouth when I wrote my previous blog. And I'm not backing down with what I said at the time I wrote it. It was what I felt and it is staying there. Being on both ends of the relationship spectrum, I see positives and negatives on both ends. So instead of running away from these things, it's better to face them and work on them right?
