having the thought of knowing what is in store with our music?

i have not even found the answer yet in life however where is the one we thought the most when our musical path met its problem rotten when coming out the way in our life?

this is the harsh reality we faced everyday life... backstabbers and hypocrites coming and going out from our doors... we need a breakthrough in this and the answer are yet to be found.

I just found out that life is getting harder day by day and my songwritting becoming more suicidal... however most of the suicidal song listeners out there are even having their own problem and believe me writting some song in every aspect of every suicidal individual will be such a beauty itself...

Most songwritter i found have the tendecies of self hatred and hatred towards the sociey and what makes it different from everybody out there songwritter can express through words and tunes. same goes with painters through colours and drawings...

basically what we need here is just another being that will make us out from this misery i miss most of my times playing music for the sake of loving it now i am writting music for the sake of letting my suicidal tendecy finds its comfort place to complain... it is a sick reality i know....

to be continue....