So, my profile picture is of picture of me in my 12th grade year in high school.  I stared at my picture and realized just how much has changed.  I am not 18 years old anymore, even though I feel and act that age.  My hair is possibly a foot shorter (literally), I'm about a million times fatter (hopefully not so literally), and my outlook on life has changed.

      So much has changed since then.  The first man I ever loved and planned to spend the rest of my life with and I went our seperate ways.  Found a best friend in Andi...dated Andi :P, had one of the best summers in my life, made and lost groups of friends, lived on my own (though in a trailer with no heat or electricity in the middle of Feb. and then to my car haha), ended up back with my parents, moved out again, met the most amazing woman I know and became great friends with her (I miss you Lucy even though you just left a few hours ago), ran her off haha and had another good friend, Emerald, move in with me, realized Andi and I just needed to stay best friends.  Then I met Jim and dated him but distance was too much. 

     I deceived myself into thinking the next guy I liked would ever amount to anything more than a fling (but believed every little word he said, not for a moment thinking I was just a quick fuck). 

     This is when I met Joseph, the man I with now (a year September 14).  He is amazing and I love him very much.  I am having his baby ^_^.  I met a lot of awesome people through him.  I hope he plans to keep me.

     I've become a different person through these almost 4 years (this November).  Though, I haven't matured much since then I am not as stupid (no arguements please >_<) and not THAT naive.  A lot of regrettable things have happened but you can't change the past and I don't think I would want to.

     I was just rambling whatever came into my brain.  Sorry to waste your time :P.