always makes me feel so insecure about my abilities.
also im on my dads computer at midnight when he told me not to be.
i hope he doesnt read this.

really the only reason im typing this is because i have a severe case of insomnia.
which makes me feel sad and tired.
damn you, fine makers of red bull.
damn you to hell.

i got my license today.  actually yesterday, as it is now 12:03.
i'm pretty bad at driving.  i passed basically because i sucked up to the instructor.
sucks for her.

i keep reading bulletins about how pissed off people are at the world.  honestly, i have no problem with the world, except that, from what i've seen, its boring.
how the hell are you supposed to have fun when you're a fourteen year old boy living in north dakota with no money?
watching your parents endless dvd collection, thats how.

so, if you're bored of life and want something to do, maybe we can hang out?
i'll try hard not to kill you if i pick you up.

hmmm...
what if you are so clueless about anything in your future that you're scared of it?
what do you do then?
i only have two and a half years before i have to go to college.
and i have no clue whatsoever about anything.
i'm tired.
and in a bad mood.

soooo....

i'm going to go upstairs and pour a glass of milk and watch a family guy.
then, if i'm still in a bad mood, i'll come down here and rant some more.
if not, then i'll go to bed.
heehee.
i'm gonna watch the one where peter goes on welfare.
that one's good.