man i'm having like the goddamn worst day ever, i am so fucking tired- i swear to god if I have an Office Space moment, fucking PC Load Letter bullshit, I think I will go completely batshit crazyyyyyyyy, no doubt. I should not have watched American Psycho last night, I think right now I hovering between jaded cynicism and psycho killer. CHRIST it's only 10am.

I think I'm addicted to coffee. I haven't had my morning coffee, all this week I've been trying to ween myself to one coffee drink a day, and this shit is not cutting it. I haven't had a morning coffee all fucking week but I am going to make it until noon because I want to cut back on this caffeine shit.

I need a goddamn hug.