How glad am I that I didnt make it on that VH1 reality show for female rappers? I attended a casting for it and I wasnt cast for the reasoning, "You have REAL talent and personality." Got that right!! Not saying anything negative about any of the ladies on the show, but I would've stuck out like a sore thumb on that show! Straight up! People are coming up to me asking me if I watched it and want to know what my take on it is. Well, here it is:

First of all, thanks for all who support me and my struggle in this world of bullshitters and blackballers.

Okay, Khia doesnt need to be on that show because I feel that she should be somewhere shopping a new deal. She can definately get a "My neck, my back" again. The 16 she did at the end of the show was really whacked out, but she was probably feeling that she didnt NEED to go hard because of her status. Hopefully, during filming she got that being a contestant puts you on the same level as us no-names.

There were a couple of chicks that I thought were onto something, but verbage-wise, I would've been a Beyonce in a world of Cassies. I'm not a battle-cat, nor am I about all that sizing up. I would've walked off that show anyway, like, immediately.

Being cast would have definately nailed the casket of never getting a deal or being taken seriously in the industry. So, thank you to VH1 for sparing me A LOT of embarrassment and tax-laden prize money.

That's all I think about that. See, thought I was going to be talkin greasy, didnt ya?! I dont get down like that and if a broad wants to get her panties tied up over how I feel, she can see me on the Billboard, I dont waste tracks on battling broads.

Love you all!!

*Esselle Blaize*