LOL, i just read the last blog post that i made, and it's totally funny now. 

well, for those of you who don't know, i actually did end up going out with that guy (His name was sigmund) We went out, had fun, messed around, and a month later, we broke up.  It was kinda funny how that happened actually.  I was thinking that maybe i was developing a stronger attachment with him, so i called him, told him so, and then we just broke up over the phone.  After that i was a bit...bummed is too strong of a word...disappointed?  either way, i was disappointed for a grand total of 30 min (okay, maybe 5 min) then i got over it. 

Then i ended up single for a full month (omg) before i met my current boyfriend (who is totally amazing by the way).  There are some sordid details which i will not mention on this totally public blog. But to make a long story short, we have now been together for 2 1/2 months and are totally in love. 

Me, in love, never thought it would happen tbh, but i am only 18, so i should have known better. oh the arrongace of youth....