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Today is my cousin Nuke's birthday. I remembered. My hip is hurting today. It has been 4 years since his death and it seemed like it should be getting better, but it's not. I had a ugly cry just a few minutes ago..and am still crying why I'm typing ..I am wearing the shirt I had made when he passed...I do have times when I smile when I remember him..but I still have the hard times when I can't believe he is gone..Even though it has been 4 years a little part of me still hopes and believes that he will be calling me or stopping by..but I know that is not gonna happen. I will give anything just to see him one more time, hug him, tell I much I love him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUKE!!! I LOVE YOU!! I MISS YOU!

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