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Current mood:  loved
Ok this is what is going down.....about two or so years ago I went out with Richard Hudson. He broke up with me and that tore me up pretty bad. I had actually though that I could never love anyone in my entire life again. Not even my own family. But I convince everyone that I did. Well I started to date again but I was in love with the guys though. But my last didnt tell me to my face but told my "best" friend though and that pissed me off. Then for about a year I knew this guy named Matthew. We hardly talked but then later on we started to talk. Then it turned out that we talked for like hours on the computer. We even RP (Role Played for those who dont know what it is) and they were mostly love one. Then one night we talk on Yahoo messenger and I dont know what happens after that. It was like all the things that I had thought that I had lost forever just came back to me. On that night we both tell each that we might have fallen for each other. So I ask him for his number so I can call him and then we both tell each other that we love each other then I lost it all. It became like I was in heaven. Not for once in my life do I regret saying to Matthew that "I love him." I do love him and I always will. Because it was thanks to Matthew that I realized that there was someone out there for me and it was indeed Matthew. Matthew was the one who saved my life from destruction. Cause I was on the edge of just giving up on life and finally taking my life from this world. To this every day I still Love Matthew and on the 30th of Feburary this will be our 8 monthed anniverarsy together. And one day I know that me and Matthew will be together after words. For I love Matthew with all my heart. Every time I talk to Matthew anything that is wrong with me just goes away. Yeah every now and then we will little arugments or something...but hey we make up in the end. Matthew I love soo much and I am not afraid to love you...but the only thing I am afraid of is losing you.
6:32 AM
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