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I know that there are many people out there that have life come at them hard. They have it much worse than I do. I can't neglect that. But its about time that my life hurries up and gets on with itself. I know that i have things well made for the most part material wise, even though there is much stuff that can be improved. I i know i have people that care about me, and i also can say the same about them. But there comes a time where a person can be put over the edge. And i have been shoved off extremely hard. For the last year or so, my dad and i have been pretty extreme foes. Or at least in my eyes it has. I can't really explain in words exactly what it is, besides the yelling, selfishness, and disrespect i have gotten. Although i can't fairly say neglect, i know that there can be so much improvement on the priority part as well. But i do believe that if there was one person in the world that i would need the most in my life it would be my dad. and it's not. It is a big problem in my life. From the time i post this blog it will be 17 months until i am 18. I am moving out the day i turn 18. That has been made clear to me a few times by my dad. I can say i have a problem with that. I know almost every kid dislikes there parents at least once in there life. I know that. The thing is, i don't know if anybody can trully understand mine. My mom is an angel. She is awesome, for the most part. I love her. The thing is, she is a parent. its funny really. the equations go, MOM=MOM... DAD=DAD..... MOM+DAD=PARENTS. And i can say trully that i cannot wait to get out of here. They say that they can trust me. But when it comes to hanging out with my friends on a Saturday night, or when i go see a movie with my girlfriend, every step i take is near to controlled. I fell as if i have no freedom most of the time. Not all of the time, but most. I can't remember the last time i let either one of my parents down trully, but it seems everyday something i do or something i don't do is something i hear about from them for the rest of the day. Don't take what i am saying wrong though. Please. I am not one to tell anybody what to think of my parents as people. I can only say what i know of them as parents. You cannot dislike or disrespect something that has no reason to be disliked or disrespected, so you cannot read a teens blog and decide to change an opinion of yours. Thats why I only write this for myself to know people can read. Even if nobody can understand fully...... It is really funny actually. I just know that if i wait it out, it will all be over........ 17 months.
3:11 AM
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