Well folks, I'm glad to be alive. I was driving home last night from the mall and was side swiped by a car! I won't go into detail, because its a bit disturbing to me, but I will focus on the joy of life right now.
After Drue got home last night from work, I was finally able to have an emotional release and cry my eyes out. All I could do was sit with Drue and just look at his face and comb my fingers over his cheeks and forehead and hair and just have tears streaming down my face. I poured a glass of water tonight and all I could think about was how wonderfully blessed I am. I know that heaven is a wonderful place, and when life gets hard here on earth I hear my self saying way too many times, "I want to see God"... but seriously, I want to have babies with my Sweetheart before I die! I want to watch life happen in front of my eyes as our kids grow up and want to drive cars or have their first relationship. I prayed for a family to raise and love on. Drue is only the beginning. I get to love on him in all sorts of ways and learn how to love and forgive and get stronger every day! My love for him grows so much stronger every day. Just when I think I couldn't love anymore.
And as that love intensifies, the stronger the desire to have a little baby made from our love. NOW.. I'm not talking having a baby this year or next, but I just have that natural aching. And since I'm going on 32, I don't think people should be too surprised that's on my heart. Drue knows it is, and we are both fine with waiting for now. Although, Drue has had dreams about us having a baby. it was actually very sweet the way he described his dreams.

Alright, that's my update for today. I'm doing better after the accident, I was a little hurt on my head and ankle, but nothing huge. Now I have possibly a totaled Xterra at hand, not sure until they dig around in there for more damage.