So I havnt really talked to anyone lately sorry ive been super busy with so much. My boyfriend Angel and I have been trying to get a new apt where screwed up people dont live. Im tired of people using us and sponging of off us and yeah you know who you are but no worries because karma sucks and soon you will know exactly what im talking about. You want to think im the girl whose all talk but guess what loser its not all talk the best way to get someone back is by being silent and thats what ive done in a round about way. Anyway enough about that loser all has been fine I guess although I hardly see Angel because he works 2 great jobs and at the ripe age of 20 has his own buisness and how many 20 year olds do you know that can accomplish that? Hes such a really good guy and an even better father I just layed and watched him last night as he layed our daughter down and he just layed there holding her till she feel asleep. Shes a complete daddys girl I guess. Im missing Morgan more and more each day I find myself staring at other little girls and their moms envying them because thats what I used to have and its been taken from me but its okay because Morgan will be back in a few months. For those that dont know Morgan is with her dad until he deploys in July and just because Nick and I arent togeather we are still friends I mean we have a daughter togeather we have history almost 6 years of history and I wouldnt change that. Things happen and we move on but history is history! Ive also got back in touch with my best friend and sometimes I think that without him I wouldnt have come this far in life because it was him that taught me to be open with people, to trust people. I remember the day we skipped english class and ended up missing the last 4 classes instead and we sat on the beach and just talked the whole time just you and I. You were the first person I ever was able to open up and your always the first I go to when I have an issue. Josh you truelly are my best friend and I will love you till the day I die and im sorry for everything and you know what im talking about. Please dont shut me out because without you im as good as lost! Well anyway enough about that ive lost everyones number so if you want call me/txt me so I have your number okay! Love Peace and I dont know.