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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Scorpio

State: Kyoto
Country: JP
Signup Date: 2/20/2005

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|:Dayna:| (2)
May 8, 2007 - Tuesday 
 "Run for Your Love" ~ Golf and Mike

"If you are feeling blue
You can close your troubled eyes for a while, I'll be there
When you don't know what to do,
Let me show you how to live, let it show that I care


Let me take you in my arms and give you all my love
Let me take you to my heart, never let go


So close but still far away
Awaits the day when you'll say
"I will run run run for your love"
Well, here I am just in case that you come running for me.


Do you recall that song,
That special melody, how it made us believe?
Still I know it all by heart.
Every letter, every word's got a meaning to me.


Let me take you in my arms and show you who I am.
Let me be there by your side forever more.


So close but still far away,
Awaits the day when you'll say,
"I will run run run for your love".
Yea, here I am just in case you change your mind.
I will run run run for your love.
Well, here I am just in case that you come running for me.


One day you will wake up to discover
What I felt for you was true.
You recall,
See things clearer,
If you open your troubled eyes again.
You will run run run for my love.


So close but still far away,
Awaits the day when you'll say,
"I will run run run for your love"
Yea, here I am just in case you change your mind.
I will run run run for your love.
Well, here I am just in case you change your mind.

Here I am just in case that you come running for me."

---

 Golf and Mike is actually a Thai band... (duet?) They sing in Thai, English, and Japanese. I saw them on the Thai channel my mom watches and they were... so sweet. They started crying for an 8-year old girl who was disabled and had been sick and missed their concert. She gave them presents and they cried harder... Since I guess they hadn't come prepared, they gave her their special necklaces (which I believe they wore all the time, even in their music videos) and sang her a special song.

 While crying...

 Maybe sensitive guys aren't so bad.

Eh, anyway, to address the title of this blog, let me finish:

 I won't be.... a coward.

 I've been one in the past but I realized just how much I can't tolerate cowardice; not in myself and not in anyone else.

 It's a mood killer. I can develop a crush on someone and it'll be smothered completely if they reveal that they're too afraid to work... MORE afraid than me and I'm the laziest freaking person in the world. If you're a weaker person than me, how am I supposed to try to love you? You're not supposed to carry a person through a relationship, you're supposed to walk side by side damn it.
 
 Now in other aspects, I can still be considered a coward. I would rather be considered that by you than to hurt someone for no reason. But let me tell you something... I'm not afraid to tell people the truth. The difference between telling someone the truth and being cruel is glaring yet some people act as if there is no difference.

 That's just retarded.

 Learn a little self control for crying out loud.

 I'll hurt people when I'm mad at them but I'll apologize when I realize what I've done, if it hadn't really been intentional...

 But then some people grate my nerves and I feel like I don't really want to hurt them, they just drag it out of me. Rather, they prod me blindly until I lash out then have no idea what just happened.

 I'm human too and I'm certainly not the well of ever-loving patience.

 I honestly am trying to retain and patch a few of my friendships. It's not easy either...

 And one or two of my friends I just want to cut off altogether because I don't think I can deal with them anymore, even though it's more like they've been dealing with me all this time.

 Don't bother wondering if it's you because it probably isn't.

 I have very little to look foreward to right now and one thing is Mechacon in August.

 Luckily for me, a couple of my close friends are going and I met a wonderful girl named Crystal who will furthermore be my Tamaki-kun.

 Also I've been speaking to Lithe-Fider, aka Nyssa for a while. I'm beginning to worry...

 <333 Thinking of her makes me more relaxed and I guess now that I've started I can go ahead and study my Geology.

 Sorry for the rant, guys.
4:15 PM
 
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|:Dayna:|
Dayna Kennedy

 
<P>You shouldn't apologize for ranting. ranting helps you feel better 99.999999% of the time. Plus, I, and I'm sure many others, enjoy reading your rants. Although they make us (or at least ME) think. </P><P>I enjoyed your little section on telling the truth, and cruelty. I really see that alot in you. It takes alot to make you jump down a persons throat, and be downright cruel to them..but it happens(which is nromal, but a rarity. Even when cruel you aren't tactless like some can be, at least anymore).. You always know why you did it, and either apologize, or explain it to them in the end however. It isn't always your fault though, and thus apologies aren't always needed. </P><P>I know I use to prod the anger out of you alot, and I feel I've accomplished something in backing off. I've been feeling rather awesome lately and being kind is starting to come naturally, despite the fact I still have all this hurt going on in my life. I'd like to thank you formally for that. Without seeing it like a slap to the face of how my prodding can end up, such as with you, I probably would still be bitter and taking it out on everyone</P><P>I really hope you enjoy mechacon. i know the excitement and fun that can come from an anime convention and I myself am getting ready for fanime that's at the end of this month. i most definatley will be sending you pictures. It's gonna be awesome. I'm going as Makoto Kino (PGSM Live Action) and my kimono's le awesomeness...as well as these masks me and Brittany made. </P><P>I'm really happy that you are making new friends!! They seem like great people, if not from just reading the short sentence about them that you wrote and how much you care for them. </P><P> </P><P>*prods, whispers* do I sense romance blossoming between Nyssa and you?  </P><P> </P><P>Again. GOOD LUCK ON FINALS!!!! WOOT! Be expecting a call after your finals get over XDD </P>
 
Posted by |:Dayna:| on May 8, 2007 - Tuesday - 9:42 PM
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Taida-Taichou

 
>o< ARGH DON'T TELL HER!

*death*

 Thank you, Tobeh.

 
Posted by Taida-Taichou on May 9, 2007 - Wednesday - 1:35 AM
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Dayna Kennedy

 

mwahaha *zips mouth shut* Don't worry. I tell NONE. Except Tobey...and Brittany and mebbe Mommy XDDDD

 

NP and if you don't want her to find out you should make your journal friends only. instead of public. :)


 
Posted by |:Dayna:| on May 9, 2007 - Wednesday - 4:01 AM
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Taida-Taichou

 
She, hopefully, doesn't know my myspace.
 
Posted by Taida-Taichou on May 9, 2007 - Wednesday - 8:43 AM
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