Work was so annoying today.  I felt like I wasn't going fast enough, I kept slamming my finger in the cabinet, and i decided I would stop smoking today.  I still haven't smoked since yesterday and I'm hoping I can quit cold turkey if i remind myself hourly how gross it tastes and hurts my chest.

Visiting my daughter helped me cut back at lot too.   The visit was a tough one.  Eva and Eliza are amazing parents and truly want whats best for our daughter.  Even if that means not allowing others into her life.  Certain people are trying to involve themselves in her life who more longer belong.  I feel like my boundaries were disrespected.  Her parents handled that situation nicely though.

K's birthday party was amazing though.  Her and her friends are so cute.  I met more family and hung out with some their friends.  I even went to an adult party.  On a rooftop I should mention.  I haven't been to such a sophisticated gathering ever.  The people i met there were all quite memorable. 

Mostly I found myself interacting less and more observing than anything. K is a 4 year old, and they can be brats.  I think because she was also fighting a cough she fussed  more.  i found myself with little patience and I feared upsetting her if I got grouchy. 

In the end i felt sadder to leave Eva and Eliza.  They are so attractive in many ways.  They are full of knowledge and stories and tid bits of ideas.  Plus they are good looking. lol

[but tooo skinny]

I was happy when i left though cause i missed Patty.  I only survived without Patty because I wasn't going back to the hotel til 11 both nights so I passed out the moment i laid in bed.

I had a safe trip home.  Patty met at the airport and we went home to play SIMS 3 cause while I was gone the 2nd computer finally made into the  computer room.

I like it lotssss!

I don't know when I'll go to wyoming.