I'm finishing up this book my sister sent me a few months ago. 

It's a self help book.

I feel silly admitting this.

But I think it's helped me realize the tools I already had.


Like, it told me things I already knew, but except when I heard it before i wasn't ready to use the information you know?

It was written in a way that, for me, it was like "OH! That's what that other stuff meant."

I'm afraid of success.

Well, for now anyway.

Sometimes I try to make up metaphors to describe my feelings but I realize it doesn't translate well to blog from my thoughts.


But i feel this book helped.  I've had it within me all along.  i just have to remind myself sometimes.

I'm happy.  Patty and I have had a great day. Heh.  Work started out tough but ended on a high note.  I just discovered

Lady Sovereign

and I love her.