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Czar Chasm



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Friday, February 01, 2008 

Current mood:  annoyed
After another damnably long hiatus, I've realized the need to start writing again. As of right now, my social life is next to nil: Aside from some socialization through tango class, there hasn't been much. Given the current lack of funds and The Lady's even more chaotic work schedule (thanks to her new promotion), going out and finding people is tricky, at best. To further complicate matters, my best friend up here left for a contract job out in Boston; of course, it also means we need to find other people up here who want to play Munchkin.

I've got to find some sort of creative release...so...I'm going to try to discipline myself to write for 30 minutes a day, on whatever project that is burning my synapses at that moment. Here's the list:
    -Multiple secret history articles (I'll explain if asked).

    -The novel I started 5 years ago, thanks to NaNoWriMo.

    -Memories. Lots and lots of memories.

    -Treatises on personal philosophies, which may appear here in the future. Or not.

Now for bad news: This is directed primarily towards kristy and her red-headed boy: We're not moving to the Tidewater area. :( The Lady and I have been told that the grad programs we applied for there do not love us. We've yet to hear from the majority of our schools, so we shall see...

A lot of this is also from the forced reset I've had to undergo thanks to a wonderful hernia surgery a couple of weeks ago. Right now, I can walk normally, dance for short periods of time, and sit on the couch very well. I'm hoping the doctor clears me for more intensive exercise, but that won't be for another 2 weeks. Until now, I never realized how physically sedate I wasn't before I got this drywall patch, nor how much this has affected my mood. Granted, I've never been a rules lawyer with The Glad Game, but my less cheery moods have only lasted a few hours, on average. Obviously, being gloomy for two days straight is odd.

The Lady has been very understanding about my dark moods for the past couple of weeks, but I need to do something else to dispel 'em. So I'm learning to tie knots. If anyone has advice on what to do with this, let me know.

Currently listening:
Vivaldi: The Four Seasons/Fritz Kreisler: Concerto for Violin
By Gil Shaham
Release date: 07 February, 1995
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kristy

 
I already replied on your Livejournal, so I'll not repeat myself.

But definitely write! All of those topics. I'll read 'em! What is 'multiple secret history'? Reading about personal opinions on philosophy is always fun. One: I'm nosey. Two: I like to see how other people think.

Part of me thinks, on being gloomy, is that you wallow in it, until you get to the point where you realize you are being ridiculous and get over it. Kind of like drinking to the point where you get sick and wonder "why the hell didI do this?" Or eating so much at Thanksgiving that you dont want to even think about food for a week. I recommend The Smiths, because they are funny. No one can really, really be that depressed. They'd be dead before that. But that's just me, and my screwed up way of dealing with things. The more sane approach is to acknowledge it, and keep busy. Keeping busy is a distraction, and the whole 'bodies in motion, bodies at rest thing". But you're the Psych dude. You probably know the best way to deal with this, already. The wiccan in me would say that, with you being a virgo, make a list of all the reasons things are crappy. Make a list of things that aren't crappy. Then take your crappy list, and make a list of things you can do to fix it/solve it. If nothing else, your being busy, and making lists is fun, right? Or, you could go all Robert Anton Wilson, and take your crappy list, then rephrase it to be "X seems crappy to me". Then figure out how it might not seem crappy to someone else. Do a paradigm shift.
 
Posted by kristy on Monday, February 04, 2008 - 4:10 AM
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Uthur

 
Must....resist...temptation...to..burn...down....ODU.
Bastards! How dare they not love you!
Tis too early in the morning to give any good wise advice, but when I wake up and think of something I'll pass it on.
 
Posted by Uthur on Monday, February 04, 2008 - 12:23 PM
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Jennifer
Jennifer De Loughy

 
Long time no see. Or hear.
 
Posted by Jennifer on Monday, February 04, 2008 - 11:21 PM
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Czar Chasm

 
Yeah...you know my patterns...

I'm still posting at LJ, tho' I try to mirror here what I write over there, so ye ain't missing much.

How are you?
 
Posted by Czar Chasm on Tuesday, February 05, 2008 - 3:26 AM
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Jennifer
Jennifer De Loughy

 
I am fine, I see life has handed you a little bundle of stress. Isn't it great?
 
Posted by Jennifer on Wednesday, February 06, 2008 - 12:58 AM
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