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Ms. Chloe

Chloe Vazquez


Last Updated: 11/30/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Taurus

City: Hollywood
State: North Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/21/2005

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Sunday, November 25, 2007 

Category: Romance and Relationships
It's the end for me in the bay. Fitting, as alot has gone down in my time there.

It never ceases to amaze me the pain I allow other people to inflict on me. I should just make that my next tattoo idea - "Hi, I'm a doormat".

I guess I'm just tired. Tired of being used, of being the one who cares for everyone else and never receives that in return. Truth is ever elusive, especially in others.

I'm sitting in the back seat of Alex and Lidia's car right now, driving back from our week in So Cal. All I can feel is a tightening in my chest. In spite of all the good times, it ultimately leads to the point where I'm at now and need to escape - no direction, and no one left to care.

At the end of the day, my knees may be dusty from falling upon them so much, but at least I still have the strength to pick myself up again. Fuck all the rest. My worst tormentor is always myself.

l'amour m'a déchiré de nouveau.

Torn again.
Currently listening:
The Sufferer & the Witness
By Rise Against
Release date: 04 July, 2006
6:18 AM
 
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tOnY#!

 
Chloe,
Being a caring person is a good qualityto have, yes some will step on you because of this but you should feel good to know that you are a caring person. Im very similar I put others above myself and they tend to walk all over me and yet I continue to do it over and over. Ive realized though that I can be happy with myself because I have this quality, I know I try my best, could those others say that? There is a point though where you've done all you can and you need to stop not only to help the others, we learn from falling, but to help yourself and save yourself from the misery having a good heart can lead to. People care about you and you're obviously a good person, stop focusing on them and focus more on yourself, true friends don't take advantage, and you need to make yourself happy as well. It's tough being a careing person but there are people who appreciate it and you should appreciate it as well.
Cheer Up and Stay Snazzy,
Tony
 
Posted by tOnY#! on Sunday, November 25, 2007 - 6:52 AM
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Tits McGee
Tits McGee

 
Oh, dear. I am so sorry to hear you are leaving the Bay. I know how excited you were about it.
 
Posted by Tits McGee on Sunday, November 25, 2007 - 3:59 PM
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