Until I would hear "no", my answer will be always "yes"...
And it's gonna be a very strong "yes"!
But at the same time as I would say "yes", I would hear "no" as an answer...
That's why I would never say "yes", even if I want to say it very very much...
And then...Permanently..."No" becomes my second nature...
And then...I have no power to refuse from it any more...
Parts of thoughts...
*July 2006*
E.F.