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Sunday, June 28, 2009 

Current mood:  angry
alright...i don't blog much these days, but i need to vent a bit because there's a little phenomenon going on right now that makes absolutely no sense to me -- the whole praising of michael jackson thing. don't get me wrong, i will rarely speak up about someone getting praised...but really, let's take a look at how this particular situation is. i'll take you through it step by step...

- michael sings as a kid....everyone adores him
- michael gets surgery on his nose and his skin turns a lighter hue...people make fun of him....but still generally love him.
- michael accused of molesting children...popularity going away...some folks not enjoying mr. moonwalker as much
- michael dangles a child off a balcony...more folks turning on him...decent chunk of fanbase is gone
- michael dies...now he's the greatest thing ever.

granted, this little timeline might be off a bit because i'm not into music much, nor am i a michael jackson fan, so i probably missed a few things here and there...but doesn't this just seem hypocritical and stupid? a while back, the same folks who are screaming that they don't want to live in a world without michael were muttering 'i hope that child molester goes to prison'. yeah, the guy made music that people love....but gee wiz, folks...you were all against him and now that he's dead, you've hopped back on the bandwagon.

all of these 'adoring' fans should have appeared while he was alive. from what i understand he was a troubled person and all this love he's getting in death would have been much more valuable to him in life. instead, a good portion of the mourners are folks who would have likely have threatened mr. jackson due to the baby dangling and child molestation accusations. 

this just baffles me...how and why human beings can be so cruel and heartless....and then when the focus of their angst is gone, they suddenly feel sad and wish to inform the world that the person they'd been making fun of for over twenty years was the greatest person to ever live. folks who are bold enough to make michael jackson jokes right now are flooded with verbal attacks and threats....despite the fact that the person making the threats said the very same joke about a month ago. is this something folks do to make them feel better about themselves for making fun of a troubled soul?

i don't care if you'd like to praise michael jackson now...but dang it, you better have praised the guy from day one. 'cause when i get yelled at for making a michael jackson joke (i already have and i will again....i have LOTS of them) and i know that you were making fun of him alongside me just a few short months ago....i'll likely start making fun of you and your self-righteous flip-flopping. 

and what about farah fawcett? the woman's last name is basically faucet; a device that dispences water. yet, nobody shed a tear for her. she got made fun of and ridiculed less than mr. jackson...which one would imagine meant that she was more adored...but nope. we made fun of michael. we judged him, we blamed him, we insulted him....but now he's dead...so, all that's water under the bridge. everyone's now doing a moonwalk, spinning, grabbing their crotches, and squealing out that he's the greatest thing ever.

i don't understand people, friends. the more i try and understand human nature, the less i feel i know....and the less that i realize i know, the more i've come to understand that knowing and understanding are two different things....for one is knowledge...and the other is the understanding of the knowledge....so, understanding that you know things is different than knowing that you understand stuff....follow me? good. on that note, i'm done with the rant. toodles.


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Patrick Got On Myspace... And He's Gone Again.
Patrick Simmons

 
Yes yes yes, this one MILLION times, Ape.
I think it's also a huge part "Race for attention"
It seems to be a race to show who misses Jackson more.  If someone can pine for the days when Jackson was alive and do it MORE realistically than the others then maybe someone will look at them and say "wow, now that's a person who is really affected by this death". It all just screams "HEY LOOK AT ME"... Which is sad to me because they are just using someone's death to bring the focus to themselves. It just all makes a person look stupid.

I, personally never liked Jackson as a person... I can't get behind that guy and the things he's done. And I will continue to feel that way while saying I hope he rests in peace for his sake and the sake of his family.

 
Posted by Patrick Got On Myspace... And He's Gone Again. on Sunday, June 28, 2009 - 3:19 PM
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ape

 
good to know i'm not the only one that's noticed this. :)
 
Posted by ape on Sunday, June 28, 2009 - 4:26 PM
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Song&Dance

 
This is my "HEY LOOK AT ME" moment, if you don't mind.  Hehe.  But I want to let you know that there really ARE true MJ fans out here.

When I was ten, my sister got mad at me and slammed my "Thriller" album under my door, breaking it.  I screamed, then cried for what seemed like ten hours.  Once I discovered Prince, close to the same time, I battled over which "little guy" I thought was the CUTEST.  Though Prince could play guitar, and he took my attention away from Michael for a short time, "Thriller" and "Bad" have some of my favorite songs of all time, and Michael Jackson will always be, to me, THE BEST.  When I think of Michael, I think of what he looked like during those albums, and I think of whom he was inside before his storm raged out of control, so to speak.  I try to forget the negative stuff, but I still enjoy the jokes.  I'll never stop laughing at the comedians, though I fear it won't be long before some of my favorite comedians will be gone, too.  Age takes us all.  I thought Michael Jackson was going to be frozen and live forever or something.  There's no hope left now.

There are still songs MJ wrote after "Bad" that are so moving for ME, and I hope some day for my children.  I HATE what happened with him, whatever it was.  There was a time I believed the molestation thing as easily as taking a breath.  After hearing other reports in the last five years, I'm not so sure.  I've tried to look at each "wacko" thing from another point of view, including the worst of all, and I see things clearer.  Before when I saw him on TV, I would be like the majority and judge him.  As of late, more so since his death, I only feel sorrow for him...sorry for the original Michael Jackson.  I think he may have been gone a long time ago.  :(  Maybe that's just a sad fan's thoughts.

I decided a few years ago to set aside the child molestation accusations, and just continue to be a Michael Jackson music fan.  I decided this because my kids were getting to be the age that I was when I first heard "Thriller".  And that's exactly what I did.  I asked my Rosie Bear to come to the computer where she crawled up onto my lap.  I had the "Thriller" video all cued up on YouTube, and so it began.  Wide eyes and smiles, and then before you knew it!  She was on the floor trying to do the zombie slide!  She wanted to see it over and over again.  She became a Michael Jackson fan over two years ago, her little sister following behind her.  I feel horrible.  I make them love him, then he dies.  Then their friend tells them last night that he is a child molester.  What do you do? 

It infuriates me, as a true Michael fan, to see the same news commentators talking about him in such a positive way, when just months ago he was barely any news, and only wacko at that.  I wish, I truly wish, EVERY TIME I see fans doing great things for him on TV, that they would have just done 1/3 of that while he was alive.  Most of those fools at those memorial sites...well, it's not even worth saying, but how pathetic!

 
Posted by Song&Dance on Sunday, June 28, 2009 - 7:58 PM
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ape

 
again, it feels nice knowing i'm not the only one noticing the two-faced folks...even the true michael jackson fans seem to notice it as well. i'm glad you left a comment, which was a nice tribute and read. :)
 
Posted by ape on Sunday, June 28, 2009 - 11:13 PM
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