.....Am I just running back into another brick wall at 55 mph?

After over a year of feeling down and out and really stressing out about money and other things, I finally feel that I'm on the right track to getting to where I want to be in life. I have a few more steps to go, but I finally feel like I'm heading into the right direction.

I've gotten back into wrestling and while I'm not back full force yet, I will be in a few short months. I'm feeling a lot more motivated when it comes to being involved in Pro Wrestling and while I had to take a 3 week break off of training for a temp job, I plan on picking up right where I left off and continue tweaking a well rounded style so when I'm ready to debut, I can be ready to go with hopefully almost everyone. I still have a lot of learning to do, but I really feel good about myself and my involvement of Pro Wrestling in Northern California.

Barely Legal is also starting to gear up again and start running Rocky Horror Picture Shows again every Saturday at the new theater The Cerrito in El Cerrito and I'm really excited about the new theater and what Barely Legal is gonna do there. The cast has spent the past 4 weeks busting their asses off to construct and modify props and staging and other things to really put the show together for the move and I fully believe everyone is excited for opening night this Saturday. It's gonna be a new experience that I'm really looking forward to and I can't wait to see what we are able to do with the theater inside and out.

Speaking of this Saturday, I'm pulling a double header. First up is Devil Mountain Wrestling, I'll be spending all day and a great portion of the night in Martinez setting up and doing and doing a little take down at the Devil Mountain Wrestling show in Martinez. Then I will be heading over to the Cerrito theater in El Cerrito for the debut of Barely Legal presenting the Rocky Horror Picture Show. It's going to be a long day, but it's going to fun filled day filled of new experiences and highs that just can't from any drug, even if it's on a day like 4:20.

On a quick note, does anyone else feel 4:20 is a bogus Junior High/high school stoner "holiday"? I mean that's honestly someone just saying "whoo it's 4:20 and I have a joint in my mouth. I had a joint in my mouth 2 times yesterday and I'll smoke again tomorrow but it doesn't matter cause today is Hitler's birthday!" By the way, that's a great day to have a "holiday" on, Hitler's Birthday. By the way, Happy Birthday to my old school buddy, Matt Roland.

Some other good news...well it depends on how you look at it, I'm working for Design Select again. For those who don't know, Design Select is a company I worked for where I did warehousing and delivered tile for, they're also the company that has laid me off twice. I know what you're thinking, why would I go back to a job that has laid me off already, twice none the less? Welll truth of the matter is, things have changed for that company. There is only a total of 3 other people in the warehouse (Design Select laid off the rest and one or two people quit) and I'm also only doing part time on call work for them. Which gives me a window of opportunitys when it comes to work. Design Select is more or less gonna be a side job as I continue doing temp jobs or until I find full time work. I'm not gonna rely on Design Select at all when it comes to work, if something better comes along, I fully plan on taking the better job. I will continue looking for full time work but also plan on working for Design Select as a 2nd part time job, however is it works out on where I just can't work at Design Select, then I will focus on the full time job. Design Select is more or less is just some income so I can pay my small bills on time.

With Design Select hiring me back, and Rocky Horror, and also Pro Wrestling, I'm starting to feel really happy again. Pro Wrestling doesn't feel like a chore any more and work....well it's coming along very steadily and I'm hoping to get full time work by hopefully the end of May. If not, I'm sure I'll find something. The only thing is that I hopefully don't hit another brick wall. That's the only thing that worries me right now, hitting that brick wall that always shows up when I finally have good things going and if it does show back up, I hope I can just plow right through it and keep going strong.