I'm in a pissy mood. I wish I wasn't feeling so pissy.

I'm suffering for a million mood swings....hungover....took my shirt off on stage at the 331, AGAIN....realized that makes me an attention whore.....hate myself for that......

Told Char and also told Cindy that I would go to the last night of Pi's existence and I hit another mood swing as we left Grumpy's and I decided to go home.

Dyed my hair yesterday. It turned my gray hairs a deep navy blue. Hair feels like straw and no longer curls. yay.....

Got accepted to art school. Very excited. It's entirely online through a school in San Francisco. Maybe I'll just pack up and move out there......

Dear god.....I have an English paper due tomorrow and I haven't even started it. I don't wanna do it, but I'm doing pretty good this semester, I won't fuck it up this close to the end.

Also waaaaaaaaay behind on the reading for my PoliSci class. Instead of using my 45 minute bus ride in the morning to catch up on this reading, I'd rather read Anthony Bourdain, or Chuck Klosterman, or anything really.......

I thought these pills were supposed to make me feel more sane. Now I'm grinding my teeth and pissy because my face hurts constantly, and feeling irrationally wrong most of the time.

Damn....I gotta go to work early tomorrow too. Hate hate hate.....