Do you believe that you need love to work out a marriage? Seems like a stupid question right?

Well I thought so too…until someone told me that he's getting married becos…well…cos it's time and not becos he's in love or anything like that.

What kinda bullcrap is that???

I mean I'm no expert on knowing what is the catch to making a marriage work…but I sure as hell think love is a huge…I'm talking mammoth sized deal!

So is it plain immaturity or just…I'm sorry can't think of another reason as to why a person would do that…maybe it's for the sake of fulfilling a responsibility.

I dunno…here I am trying to wrap my brains around the concept of marriage itself…and to make it more complicated by not loving the person you're planning to spend the rest of your life with is just…well…ignorant.

Maybe I'm talking too soon…who knows for what god-forsaken reason I'd get married for…

Anyways…I've been wanting to go to a concert…

…to scream…I mean sing my lungs out…
…to sway amidst a sea of bodies…
…to have strangers sing so totally out of tune in my ear…
…to be completely blown away by the deafening music which will drown out all the other bullshit going on in my head…