Well, where to begin.

First off i have deleted every blog. Because i looked over them, and i relized none of them meant shit to me. Why did i even right them? Venting? Venting over some stupid whore that i never gave a flying fuck about? Maybe!

To be honest, their was only one relationship that ever meant anything to me, that i honestly poured my heart and soul into. That is and has been long done, it dosn't bother me at all. It was an amazing relationship and has yet to be lived up to. Was kind of like one of those unforgettable summers that you would see in a cheesy romatic movies. Ya know? But moving on!

On to my next conclusion. Now my previous relationships other then the one i just mentioned, have been a complete and total mess. When they ended i was actually happy, relieved that the god forsaken relationship was over. Reasons why 1. I didn't give a shit about those girls 2. I honestly think they all need help (they were NUTS!) 3. No intelligence or rational thought what so ever. Ever date an addict? Not enjoyable, that whore still owes me money. Ever have anyone dig and dig trying to find something to get against you? So they have a reason to be jealous about? How about continously digging to find something to fight about? Or constantly trying to make you feel dumb to make themselves feel smarter? It is just fucking insane. Dumb whores i am telling you. Avoid at all costs.

So for me no more relationships. I'm thinking about myself and only myself. School and doing something with myself is the only thing i care about. Relationships are distracting and useless. I've had my experiances im done with those.

And i love music!