i'm so very sorry i hurt you earlier today.

i have a thousand thoughts running thru my head but can't make sense enough to write them down.

my fever is/was 101.8, i dunno now what it is - but i am still very hot anyway.

who reads my blogs? i don't understand how my count goes so high without having anyone subscribed (save four people - but one of them hasn't even been on in months again), so please be kind enough to at least - this time - just leave a comment that says you read me...and/or why...

god bless the internet, ebay, amazon and paypal for access to music, hardware and literature.

my mouth tastes like stale cigarettes and brownies.

i need to go to sleep now.