Instructions

1. List 1-10 things that you want to say to people

2. Don't say who they are.

3. Make it in a totally random order. Ex ( Don't write to your best friend first)

Your friends can take a guess if they think they know which number they are. It's up to you to tell them if they're right, but try not to discuss what you wrote. It's just better that way. If they're right, say yes, if they're wrong, say no. Period.

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Okay, so here is my list. I only wrote to 6 people. The reason there is 10 there is because I wanted to say more without the person(s) knowing it was them from the get-go. Go ahead and guess, I'll let you know if you were right or not.

1) I can honestly say you're one of my closet friends (one of my longest too). We've seen and went through some pretty stupid and dumb shit together. I'm kind of sorry we never got romantically involved with each other because I've seen your love life and it sucks, it really does. You deserve so much better. But I think it's safe to say that we're better off friends. I love you.

2) Okay.. so you tottally disgust me. I'm utterly disgusted with the very thought of your exsistence. The only reason we still talk is because we share something totally beautiful together. I wish I never knew you in the first place, but if I didn't I wouldn't know that special someone.

3) How can I ever thank you for all that you've given me? What can a man do to repay someone for hours of understanding? You not only listened all those times when I was hurt or depressed, high or excited, but you cried with me, you soothed my frustration, and helped me grow as a person. Can I put a price on what that means to me? Of course I can't. Gratitude is something that cannot be bought. What you've given me is not in the realm of a physical aspect; instead, it belongs to a spiritual, emotional love in concrete human form.

4) Never will I forget the time we spent together. The memory I have of us kickin' it, discussing each other's problems, helping each other through difficult times; all this is stronger than the pain that plagues my being right now. Your collective knowledge of human nature and nurturing attributes showed me there really is people who do care.

5) You've taught me just what being a friend with someone really means. I can't stress enough what you truly mean to me. I can only share and pass that gift along, both to you and the world. My words may seem inadequate right now because I'm so far away on a different path(as you said), but later on it'll show; even if you think these words are empty.

6) Not to seem like I'm lecturing you or anything thing, but as you're well aware of, I have always been a fan of your art/work and just because you may not like some of the older stuff, doesn't mean others don't. An artist shouldn't reinvent his/or herself by eradicating their past artworks; rather embrace their newly acquired talent, style, concept, etc. by sharing and archiving it with their past collections. Only to express on a more personal and in depth note the path you, as a representative of the world's creative community, have grown as an artist.

7) What you've done to me over the past year will never be forgiven. I'm not sure we'll ever be friends again. I'm really sorry I have to say that. I loved you and I think you knew that and used that against me. I'm not sure why, there was no motive behind anything you did, atleast you said there wasn't. I can't understand or come to terms with anything you've done. I know what I was doing wasn't right and I needed that 'awakening' but what you did was uncalled for and for that, I have to say good-bye.

8) Who am I to judge you? What do I know, anyway? If I've offended you in any way, shape or form, all well. You know who I am. You signed my release weaver when you visited Blinded Fury. You've become subject to my bias opinion. Suffer my naive little victim ..or friend! =)

9) Promise me you'll keep your shit together and don't waste your life away for I see amazing potential within you and I couldn't bare witnessing another aspiring soul be lead astray again.

10) What I'm trying to say to you is too powerful to confine to words.. All those little things you've done for me-and the not so little, too-have helped me grow. Now that I reflect on our time spent together, I'm surprised to see the ways you worked out many details of my life. At the time, I thought you were just another person looking for a high all those years ago; and yet looking back, I see now the love and support you put forth. Thanks for being there.