"She's gone:"

"No, she isn't. She'd never do this to me."

"Are you kidding me? This is exactly the type of thing she would do."

"She loves me"

"She loved you."

"She still does."

"She's just fucking with your head. Don't you get it?"

"Yes."

"Then why do you still care?"

"Because it's an addiction"

"It's killing you."

"It's already done that."

"You're still alive"

"Am I?"

"What do you mean?"

"I haven't been the same since her. She has changed everything that I am, and for the love of god, I can't seem to get it back. I've tried, so hard. Look at these scars. Look at them! Everything that I have become has been because of her."

"You're starting to sound like a pussy"

"Maybe I am"

"You're not"

"Then how can someone so small do this much damage? Answer me that!"

"Because you allow her too."

"She's been inside my head. Once they're in there, I can't get them out"

"You haven't tried hard enough!"

"That's what this equates to you, isn't it? It's all in the mind. Do you think that you can forget just by wishing it would happen? Do you think that letting go of the memories is as easy as saying, I don't want them anymore?"

"Seems like it was to her"

"That's below the belt, don'tcha think?"

"If it makes you think about it? Then, no."

"That's all I think about. Every time I try to think of something else, her face pops into my mind and takes over everything. It's destroying my entire life. Everything around me."

"........"

"What?'

"Does it matter what I say? You're going to always have a reason why it's wrong."

"I'm just trying to....."

"Trying to what?"

"Understand"

"You'll never understand."

"But she said....."

"Yeah, she said she loved you. Maybe it was true. Maybe it was all a lie. You'll never understand and it's probably better that way."