Wow I was doing really good today, till I just read that, it touched my heart, and it is true Jack use to say if I can make one person smile at each performance then that means he did his job, and that is true he said would'nt  it be cool if I set my kit on fire and Im thinking oh shit, Im going to have to buy a new kit, And it is so true he feel madly in love, god gave me and jack a special kind of love
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 and Im going to miss his love, I would do anything to have one more moment with him, We lost the most amazing man and the best dam drummer, and he gave me the best 16 month of love, I will never find a man like that again, He will always be my ROCKSTAR !!!   I LOVE YOU JACK

I just cant say thank you enogh for being with Jack the last week I dont know if Jll and I would have gotten any sleep, And I know how hard it was for you to see Jack in the state he was in and watch him gasp for air, but I will never forget when you brought that cd over and the little Cd player was not loud enough, and i had no clue how to hook up the big stero cuz we could not find that piece and Jack kept  trying to jump out of bed and I kept telling him baby you have no clothes on and he looked at me with that shitty ass smile this is Callos here, We finally got it working he grab his sticks and just jammed, you know Im going to get the pictures remember I took them, and he had those big lips and he just smile he still looked like a ROCKSTAR , And I did not care I kissed him all the time, those are the moments we are going to remember,

And Jill keeps talking about Jango, when Jango went in there, and we had the soundscape music because it was peaceful and we had company and Jango walked in there and said, What the Fuck kind of music is this shit, and he turned it to the Rock station and blasted it, and say now this is Jack it is time to jam, Jill tells that story all the time,

Even when he was so sick he was havng fun, and hey I got pretty good with figuring out what he was writing on the board, and I remember we made up codes so I knew what he always needed, I remember I was not  moving fast enogh and he shot me the fnger and I looked at him and then he laugh and place his hand on my heart and his hear that was are way we said I LOVE YOU

Love you Jack