I launched an attack (a book called Depereo) with the help of a few people against a selected few in this world. Many requested that they wanted to read what inspired the book that came out in November. Source poetry from Depereo exclusively first on myspace:

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Your Fire
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Living in your shadow
Just underneath your skin
Flipping through the times
we spent under the stars

Promised me you stay here
Give me chances I deserve
But you ignited fire
And blew it all away

Let me breathe!
Your fire suffocating
me in dreams
Your fire suffocates
me in my sleep

You kept me under silence
Are you waiting to betray?
You ignored my phone calls
Hoping I would ash away

Every time you did this
I want to kill myself
I will whisper your name
burning on the floor

Let me breathe!
Your fire suffocating
me in dreams
Your fire suffocating
me in dreams
Your fire suffocates
me in my sleep
Waiting till I burn out
Let me breathe!
Let me breathe!

Burn
I'll burn for you

Living in your shadow
Underneath your skin
Flipping through the times
we spent under the stars

Let me breathe!
Your fire suffocating
me in dreams
Your fire suffocating
me in dreams
Your fire suffocates
me in my sleep
Waiting till I burn out
Let me breathe!
Let me breathe!

Made me burn
Made me burn
Made me burn

Burn

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Ferris
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If I need to
I would stand in
front of a bullet
If it means that I get to see you
Can I see you?

What if I did?
Would you say this night is the last time
that I'll hold you tight
Can I feel you?

Someone is inside your head
I can see it through your eyes
I will sit alone this time
on our ferris wheel ride
You tell me, you're not ready

I will lay here,
Think of the door
that has closed off
Your heart not found
Can I find you?

Just to find out
you can't fall in love
And I don't mind,
but can I ask, 'Can I see you?'
Can I see you?

Someone is inside your head
I can see it through your eyes
I will sit alone this time
on our ferris wheel ride

As I lay my pain to rest
To you its another day
I will sit alone this time
on our ferris wheel ride
You tell me, you're not ready

Desperately I wait
Listening for your
phone calls
Seeking anyone,
What are things to come?

Someone is inside your head
I can see it through your eyes
I will sit alone this time
on our ferris wheel ride

As I lay my pain to rest
To you its another day
I will sit alone this time
on our ferris wheel ride

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Good Bye
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Do you remember what I said?
When I told you that I'm content
If you found that somebody else
Happy now? You happy now?
My heart is gone
My heart is gone

To buy your heart
I sold my soul
Time and sleep,
that you have stole
The thoughts of you
still way up high
Tonights the night
To say good bye
My heart is gone
My heart is gone

Good bye
Good bye
Good bye


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No Existence
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There I lay,
crying that night you left
You were dead, many times I've denied
Easy to find myself
Harder to find you now

I believed in you
I have showed you things
But life will go on without
your existence in me

Please stay long
In my world for long

Said goodbye, as I stood here denying
Your lie
As I stared right down in your eye
Making bets with your heart this good night

Tumbling, finding the way to you
Feeding the love and mind
Hoping that you can find

I believed in you
I have showed you things
But life will go on without
your existence in me

Please kiss me
In my world for long

Said goodbye, as I stood here denying
Good byes
As I stared right down in your eye
Making bets with your heart this good night

Go on.

Said goodbye, as I stood here denying
Good bye
As I stared right down in your eye
Making bets with your heart this good night

Go on.


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Dead Love Parade
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Dead Love Parade


You heard me crying
back when I needed you
Too late, you can't come inside
Became so nothing
There's no line in between
Time's up, get off your knees

I'm nothing
I'm no one
Your dead parade
He's something
He's someone
Your love parade
You don't fucking need me anymore
I'm a dead machine
I'm nothing
marching through your parade
Dead parade

To cry for something
I know I never had
Abuse inside and out
He's all, you said it
Too bad you broke too high
Too late, I can't turn back time

I'm nothing
I'm no one?
Your dead parade
He's something
He's someone
Your love parade
You don't fucking need me anymore
I'm a dead machine
I'm nothing
marching through your parade
Dead parade

You don't need me anymore

I'm nothing
I'm no one
Your dead parade
He's something
He's someone
Your love parade
You don't fucking need me anymore
I'm a dead machine
I'm nothing
marching through your parade
I'm nothing
marching through your parade
Dead parade

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Cards of Love
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So sick of me crying
Tasting my tears
Leaving me for him
What good did he just do?

Playing my heart like
deck of cards in your hands
Not ready for this or...
do you want him?
It's so pity

Can you even say you loved me?
Can you even say you loved me now?
Can you even say you loved me all long?
Bidding for his heart now?

Cold hearted till the end
Weren't you there?
Or were you too busy
How to hang up with me?

But your soul has gone drowning
With guilt and the shame
All our memories wasted
Can you taste it?
Does it matter?

Can you even say you loved me?
Can you even say you loved me now?
Can you even say you loved me all long?
Bidding for his heart now?

Bidding for his heart now?

Can you even say you loved me?
Can you even say you loved me now?
Can you even say you loved me all long?
Can you even say you loved me?
Can you even say you loved me now?
Can you even say you loved me all long?
Bidding for his heart now?

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The Girl Inside the Computer
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I am in love with you
I don't know what you look like
I am in love with you
I live for the mind

Right now it's all just words
Right now it's all a dream
Just like text
Text me that you love me
Love me for longer

Oh hey baby, don't you ever log
Oh hey baby, don't you ever log off and just
finish what you started

I love these zero ones
I don't know what you look like
I love these zero ones
Please don't log off on me

Every second
I am online
Every second
Your words are spoken
Every second
I see you on
Don't let our digital love die

So don't get yourself in situations
So don't get yourself in situations
Where sex just isn't too real
Isn't too real
Did you forget your dream?
Isn't real
Did you forget your dream?
Isn't real
Did you forget your dream?

Come on into my heart gently
(Even though I don't want it )
Come on into my heart gently
(Even though I don't want it )

I'm not in love with you
I don't know what you look like
I'm not in love with you, yeah
Not no more
There...
Not no more