Zombies versus Family, love vs. reason, song versus suckas..........................
Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Life

Hiphop, breaks, and experimenting with music is my life.  I have spent many, way too many happy hours producing sound and composing with my soul. I have acquired more than 5,000 solid pieces of vinyl in decent condition over the past twenty years. I have written at least 3,000 songs. I have fought countless emotional and psycho-spectral battles within myself. I have fought the ideologies and ignorance and uncivilized or unreasonable attitudes of the egotistical rapper and DJ whom will sometimes back up the "talk" with "swift" skill, and finagle a status in Hiphop. Most of the time, I think people are just preying on a come up, Not praying on a come up. There is a difference in the spelling and therefore in the meaning, Wishing or working, winning or giving, having or tricking.

People glorify Violence, people glorify themselves, people glorify all kinds of primitive and pseudo-meaningful things. Maybe music should not be cherished to such a degree; or maybe self is less important. Some minds believe that it is their responsibility to help the world convert or assimilate to their religious or on the other side of a similar or the same token we find the politics.

Family has supported me when all else has fallen through, things like money, women,  and friends, can be lost or misunderstood, misconstrued and used to a pontless degree  - it seems to me. And I say this from experience, not just because I've been burned, used, and otherwise played like a naive and helpful human in the past. I don't care if I am given credit for my good deeds or have my mistakes, jokes, and failures used against me for the emotional gain of broke and broken cohorts, compe-titians, or clueless ego-tiians.

I know whats important, I remember where I've been, and who I've dealt with and If we're on the same team then so be it... If your not then it's your loss and I wish those folks the best.

Family is most important and I have mine, although, when I was out-here trying to help the needy, homies, and suckas, and trying to figure out my angle on the globe... I was humble, I stayed true, and I kept my mouth shut when peace was not an optional and fought my wars internally. Now, It's all out love and war, no naive values, or idealist ploys. Some will never "get me", others will help destroy me - "so-be-it" moafuka$ . . . . . ........ . . . . . .. .. ..

I wish for peace, but minds love proving points and living in denial so lets forget that.

It's all about my music, my soul, and my family, and cast out those who live like green, white, or yellow Zombies ( figure that one out you college fellaz) : )

Peace,
XTEK and Family 2006