I realized something today.. The people who've literally been trying to change my general way of thinking up to this day.. are nothing but shit eaters.  And you can all suck a fat one for trying to strip my sense of individuality & self-pride that I've gone through hell for to build.

So what the fuck is up with these over-analysts & over-critical people around me.  It amazes me how they have so much to say about the way I run the damn show yet they lack a brain to think for themselves.  They're pitiful specimens of the human race.  Having everything on the outside but nothing on the inside.  And at the end of the day everything was just one big superficial front.  Even the front was a front.  They have nothing to live for because they base their lives on things that don't exist or things that will never come to be.  Once that rug is pulled out from under them, they find themselves completely lost in this world.

And guess what... IT MAKES ME FUCKING SICK!  I wanna gag until there's nothing left but air.  I don't understand these people who have nothing to live for except their pessimistic views.. & STILL judging ME by my outside cover even when they know who I am on the inside.. AND I HAVE SO MUCH MORE GOING FOR ME THAN THEY DO!  So people!  I want to know!  Who the fuck are you!  I quit school & work to become a DJ!  You know what that means?  I'll keep suffering for my art until I hit mainstages in the clubs & start playing international.  I don't mind bleeding on hands and knees.  WHY?  Because it's what I live for.  Because I have the passion & drive to make something like that happen..  Because I don't let my emotions smother me in misery because something didn't go my way..  Because I know how to move on & just get shit done with already..  Because I'm not pathetic like the rest of you & I consider myself so lucky to have found people who inspire me & at the same time be the ones who push me harder than I would push myself!  But things wouldn't have been that way if I had sat around complaining & complaining & complaining about shit..  That's my fucking point in this all!

I get the rug pulled out from me EVERY FUCKING DAY.  And I'll never figure out people who start crying when it happens to them ONCE.  GO FLY A FUCKING KITE.. PLEASE!  Get a fucking a life.. no really.. DO IT.  And GROW THE FUCK UP.  And can you believe I know people just like this.. who are passed their damn 20s already?  Really... PISS OFF.