Everything is upside down, or twisted around.
I can't see what's in front of me.
I'm confused, I'm forlorn, I'm distressed, I'm anxious.
I want to talk to three diffrent people and tell them how I feel.
But whenever I get emotional people just write me off.
I guess mostly because this is none of my buiness right?
I am such a bad person because I want to help, god damn it.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me and maybe, they don't even speak my langauge. Or atleast somewhere I will not have the thoughts of right now weighing down on me. (I know! It's nothing to do with me!)
I am always so concerned.
One is always there, One in always running away, and One is always leaning on a shoulder for support.
I don't know if I'm screwed up or it's them. (But then again, the reason I'm so drawn to them in the first place is becuase we're all a little crazy.)
Give me advice, should I back off? Tell me how you really feel.
Should I go away and let you cocoon, should I smother you with affection and love,
Should I hold your hand and push your forward?
I don't really know what to do anymore.
(Plus I have my own shit to think about!)
Just remember, I love you. It goes for all of you.