I hate writing down bad dreams because for some reason it feels if I do so I am manifesting it into reality to some extent.

I dream I was living back on 318 W Snyder St. Selinsgrove, PA - perhaps I was in the past - as I have been struggling lately with some anxiety and mild depression and have become a hermit in my room.

In the dream I received a letter in the mail, upon opening it was some form of contract that I agreed to give the kids souls over to this man, who I felt was evil.

I said "what the hell, I would never agree to this.." and tore it up.  Suddenly a man was at the door.  He came into the living room, dressed in a black suit.  Tall slender professional looking man, with dark eyes and dark wavy hair.

In his hand was another copy of the same contract, claiming I had agreed to these sacrifices before this life.

He asked me if I was sure I would refuse and that its a fight I can not win and if I knew his power I would give up now.  I got angry and said get out of my house.

It was then he grabbed me by the neck and pushed me against the wall. With a grin he looked me in the eyes and said "You don't remember me do you?  I am the one who said I would torment you the rest of your life if you chose a certain path.  I am the one who swore to take everything from you that you ever loved and you see that I suceeded and I am going to take your children as well."

I said "Why bring so much pain into my life, I still dont know what I am supposed to do, what did I do in my past to lose the ones I love.  Leave my children alone and just take me."

He said "Nah, then you wouldn't learn nuthin."  I tried to cast him away in Jesus name but nothing happened.  He laughed and said "See, its all a game to him.  He allowed these things to happen to you, he allowed me to have power in your life, cry all you want, but your path is already chosen."

I got angry and struggled the man to the ground then bashed his head in several times, but he arose, completely healed and then left the house.

I awoke from the dream severely upset.