February 22, 2009

I dreamt I went to see Carrie and the children.  After spending some time with the kids, I was about to head home.
 Carrie grabbed my arm and said I didn't have to leave.

We then tucked the kids in bed and she took me to her room an sat on her bed smiling at me.
 She asked me to come to her, she was dressed in a black nighty.

I sat down beside her and she held me and said she was sorry.
 She looked into my eyes and said "You've always been my true hero and told me she loved me."

I said I loved her, and I never stopped, and that I was happy to be home and cried on her shoulder and kissed her neck.

We then layed down together.

I then woke up with tears in my eyes..

 These are the types of dreams that plague me ever since I lost her.

End of Dream


February 24, 2009

I dreamt I went to visit my living grandmother Zimmerman.
 
 I was helping her move into a new apartment, yet again.

She said "I'm tired I am going to rest."

 She sat down on a recliner and someone came to the front door.

Grandma said come in.

 The woman came in and kneeled down at my grandmother's feet and held her right hand.

  I did not know who she was at first until she looked me in the face.

I said "You look like my Gma Thompson."  She smiled and said "Yes its me." and winked.

 She said she was glad we got in touch with Cousin Sue.

  Gma Thompson then went over and opened the blinds to have bright sunlight pour into the room.
  
She said "Its too dark in here, let in some light."

  Gma Thompson then took Gma Zimmerman outside with her, it was springtime and the bright sunlight came through the door.
 
   I was left alone in the apartment to tend to things.

End of Dream