Wow.... I haven't written since July.
Well... I have been happy and sad and mad and slip from one extreme to another. I feel depressed this week. I don't feel like me.... I just feel like a drone of sorts. Day in and day out... I go to work... I get pissed on by rich greedy people. I come home relax and do it all the next day. I feel like I am getting stressed out from it, worn out, I find myself hating more people and becoming very distant and stand offish in a way.
I miss people. I miss a lot of people. I love that I am making friends and having some fun sometimes but for the most part I miss everyone.
I have been taking photos and trying to keep busy. I say I don't have a lot of time as of late.... in all reality I am busy being lazy at times because I feel so worn down. I get to shoot a wedding. I feel kind of nervous...
I am not nessarly nervous just more like... I don't think my photography is all that great and 100% because I am always looking to improve and be better at my craft. Thats how I feel about Djing too.... Which I do miss doing right now.
I am slowly seeking inspiration in revamping the resume... so here's to hoping that works.. I am trying to work on a website to make myself more digital and modern and have a portfolio so I have a better chance at trying to win that job or career. Here is to hoping.
I ran out of stuff to talk about. I blame Ghost Hunters!! But I lover that show.