it's that time again - sharpen your spurs - let the
accusations fly - to be summarised amongst pages of abuse as arrogance and self
importance .. who do I think I am ? writing my own thoughts in my own blog ..
?
[pauses]
well the live videos I've been posting
recently appear to be generating some interest - thanks for all the positive
comments and messages .. and in answer to a few arising questions - I will post
more .. it's something constructive for me to do whilst contemplating what my
next move will be ...
surprisingly I much prefer myspaces video features
to youtube - the playback / sync and quality - appear to be far superior
...
it does take me some time to prepare for live renditions of miserylab
- each song was originally written and constructed from layers of mono guitars -
and no chords .. the live versions are the complete opposite - one guitar with
reinterpreted melodies constructed from chords ..
it's probably quite
obvious to most of you that I have been contemplating the possibility of
performing live - and I have been offered a number of gigs ..
I do tend
to think that I'm defeated before I begin - the practicalities ? .. I'm not in a
position to put together a live band - though again I'm deeply flattered by
those of you who have already offered your services - [ whether in jest or not ]
.. rehearsal and travel costs would be difficult to finance .. my only other
option would be to perform much in the way that I do in the videos - but going
on my experience with rosetta stone - the moment you introduce an instrument
that isn't be hit or plucked by a human being - you immediately open yourself to
a barrage of criticism ... couple this with my complete an utter fear and
despise of society and it begins to look unlikely ..
but who knows for
sure ?
all this leaves me asking myself - 'where next ?' .. the answer in
the short term is - I really don't know ... a conversation I had with a friend
recently presented a few interesting points - although the advance in cheap
technology and access to communication networks is a good thing from the
perspective of allowing anyone the means to produce music and reach out to
people via the internet - there is also a downside - quality control ..
unfortunately this means as a 'new artist' - I find myself lost in a digital
swamp surrounded by the enthusiastic but somewhat artistically deluded .. it's
clear from my own own experience the 'dues' I paid during my time with rosetta
stone count for nothing ... my supposed demographic simply is not propagating -
and hasn't flourished beyond where it was at the time I released 'function
creep' ... Is this a problem - I don't even know that it is ?
so do I
just write album number four ? .. is there any excitement generated at that
prospect ? - is it just to be expected because there's nowhere else for me to go
? ..
I still receive messages from people referencing the arrangements of
my songs - predominantly about the linear approach and repetitive drum machine
.. opinions are very useful to me - especially as I work alone .. and I took a
great deal onboard prior to writing 'function creep' .. personally I think that
complex programming and over-production would spoil miserylab - but I'd like to
know what you all think .. is anyone craving a heavy polished and eclectic
sounding album ?
incidentally does anyone comment on myspace ? .. or have
all of you ended up on facebook ? [smiles]
click this link if you wish to subscribe to miserylab myspace video ..
MLABTV
while I'm here - isn't the UK
wonderful at the moment ? .. unregulated financial institutions bailed out -
immoral members of parliament squandering public money - high unemployment - tax
avoidance by the rich - violent policing - and a rise in fascism ..
dark
times ...
porl