好久不見 。


Really.
I never post "blogs" here so... YEAH.
HAHAHA.  :O

Probably the first and last time I'll do so.



Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.

1) You should step into my shoes, my brain, my eyes, my life. You'll see...

2) If I hadn't met you in Elementary school, I probably wouldn't have shaped these views on myself today. Sorry if that sounds lame. It's true.

3) We were close cousins even though you were much younger, we both loved Naruto at some point and I drew you tons of drawings. I always wished you the best but the way you are now, I wish it was different. ... You do not deserve to put that onto yourself.
):

4) You were my first true best friend from late Elementary. I still would talk to you as a last chance, but we've drifted apart so fast. It just happened and I apologize. (ANGST ANGST ANGST HAHA)

5) I like to compete with you invisibly without you being aware, but your positive attitude always kept me feeling level-headed sometimes.

6) ... DUDE WE ARE LIKE ULTIMA AMIGOS. We always pull off really great discussion and personal matters together haha. We're like two-peas in a pod. We watch tons of movies. We have hard times. We love things. I am not who I am partly for this individual. ;0

7) Even if you're a cynic, I still think you're pretty awesome. AWESOME. Fucking awesome. Period. You will never know it's me saying this though. I find you have a great amount of intellect unlike other people.

8) I think I love you... and it's been nearly 3 years now, and I never spoke to you.  ):

9) I think you deserve kudos. Even though you're the friend of my friend. But whatever, I figured out you were cool! I wish you the best, really. I hope even if you have ups and downs that you are able to carry on and have fun times with us.

10) I love. I like. I am. I will. I can. I do. I did. I want. I was. I ...?




Nine things about yourself.

1- You can't live life without your own quirks sometimes. SERIOUSLY.

2- I know web designing like HTML and CSS. I love it actually! I don't know any other girls who do it though, which sucks.  That's why my page and blog layout looks all decked out, haha.

3- The teenagers who care about pitiful things like love are lame. I actually don't believe in it as "one of those elusive things you get ahold of when you're older." That's great if you think it's special, but I don't take it as a neccessity. If you dream of a family and kids, good for you. I have my own dreams to take care of first and that's where true passion lies. Not in some guy or girl, okay?
HAHAHAHAHA I know.  I'm cruel on that subject.  (:

4- I'm not a comforter. I don't like empathizing, but I can symphatize.  I don't like soaking in people's problems when I have my own to take care of. The world has a whole buttload of problems already. That's reality, pffff.

5- Even if astonishing things happen it fades over time. Lots of things can be interesting but eventually they get boring. It's pointless to explain my logic, so yeah. I try to make things intriguing for myself each day, by thinking in another perspective. xD

6- I like proving my point. Friendly-arguing fuels me sometimes.

7- Personally I feel like going in a fit of rage when someone assumes I'm quiet/shy/timid because that's just your stupid labels. It means you didn't take the time to get to know me better or AT LEAST FIGURE OUT WHO I AM. If you don't talk to me (and still read this) that's okay. I understand.

8- I take things personal a lot but people aren't probably aware. If you use something against me in a negative way or tell me you don't like something when it will do more harm than good (or so-called "advice"), I hope you shut up and realize I don't do those things and it's not your place to say it.

9- I'M NOT FREAKIN GAY or HOMOSEXUAL YOU DIMWITS. I'm female, yes. But not feminine. The reason I mentioned this is because I have a feeling someone out there believes I'm possibly gay. WRONG. Wrong wrong wrong, you noobs.

The only thing I will actually confirm is I truly believe it would be right if I was a male.  :P



Eight ways to win your heart.

1- Stupid nicknames. I like "Ashe" and JUST Ashe.
Don't call me "beautiful or pretty" or whatever unless you really know me and truly believe that, or else those words just seem COMMON to me. -_-

2- Try to see me, for me.

3- RESPECT. Now repeat and do unto others.  :B

4- I'm not the type who immediately is so trusting even if it looks like it.

5- You need to have some similar interests or at my ground-level. Otherwise I won't give a shit.

6- TALK to me. You can't get anywhere without conversations. Don't leave me hanging or use short-talk. It's annoying as hell.  I curse you all who don't use proper grammar, for god's sake.

7- You HAVE to be younger in any sort of way. Sorry. (or same age I guess HAHA!)

8- Have humor. Any kind of humor. If you don't, then screw it.  D:



Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1) Education. Sigh.  Obviously my future in 5 years.

2) Making music.  Because it is another dream I have.  Besides art.

3) My own philosophies. I am often at odds between my own opinions and many others.

4) Sexual orientations. I find it discriminatory if people think being straight is what they think is "normal," or hypocritical if people support gay marriage but don't like being gay themselves. You humans are messed up, but it's fine if WE CHOOSE WHAT WE WANT OR WHO WE LIKE without those anomalies.
We need to respect that.

5) UFO's and extraterrestrials.  Don't ask.

6) Friends.

7) My Self.



Six things you wish you never did.

1- Join Facebook and other social sites. This is the reason why. XDD

2- Staying up until 2 or 3 AM.  On weekdays.

3- Bring my Zune to school and it getting stolen in 10th grade.  ):

4- Quit violin or orchestra. Sometimes I still imaginably weep over this.

5- Trying to get to know certain people online, and later on I don't care about them. =___= Don't worry, I actually care for most.

6- I wish I can never regret, but it happens.



Five turn offs.

1- Good-for-nothing-people.

2- Being dependent.

3- Loud and stupid.  Stupid and loud.  Vice versa.

4- Immediately becoming infatuated. Really are guys or gals sometimes that dense??

5- Calling yourself a label, doing drugs/smoking/sex (HAHAHA I know..), promiscuity, (NO REALLY), not having your own personal traits and being a carbon-copy of others.
Sounds like what those kids would call it, but really.  :..
REALLY.


Four turn ons.

1- CAUCASIAN OR BLONDE LOL (again, don't ask.)

2- Comfort Zone = A-OKAY

3- YOUNGER THAN ME (OHHH I said that above already). And liking hardcore video games.

4- Able to laugh or be crazy.



Three smileys that describe your life.

=___=
>8D
:0



Two things you want to do before you die.

1. Go to New York.  Travel.
2. Leave something behind.  Like.. music? art? something.



One confession.

If you read this, then I want to inform you that you deserve to be punched ----- JUST KIDDING I THINK I LOVE YOU.  (:

GOODNITE.