when was the last time i felt wanted? loved? needed? i don't know. i deleted my ex today. it felt good. he has a new gf anyways. he doesn't need me. when guys say they want to be friends thats usually the end of everything to do with them. write them off. go do something fun. don't dwell on it. its depressing. i am so tired of looking for love to just fall out of the sky and hit me like a ton of bricks. i waited for this one guy and it's not going to pan out. oh fucking well. i tried. yeah i like him. yeah i was falling for him. am i going to cry about it? no. i'm going to go out and do what i wanna do. i'm over it. i'm over guys. i'm over broken promises. i'm over being "just friends". i want something real. i'm tired of cyber shit. i'm tired of guys trolling for girls they think are going to just give it up and theyll be on their way...it doesn't work that way. well most of the time...sometimes youll get lucky and find a complete whore. more power to ya...better get some pennicillin after that rendesvous.

i want something real...i NEED something real. i want to feel love and be loved. no drama. no bullshit. i wanna have fun though. just leave your drama and bullshit at the door.