my head is cloudy and unsure
ive run out of meds
not mind benders
it for my glans
you wouldnt think that they could effect the mind
but i cant stay awake eather
its not the drinking but that has to go
hitting hard for 11 years
smoking in all ways is just old
makes me look old quick
tired and cranky
more than that kind of pissed
but very soon ill have to change it all up
but you 'll probly see me with drink in hand
how many times have i we any of us said the same things right
or thought about for a while
thinking is good enough
at the least im aware of my faults
thats a good self observation