First off, I'd like to say that my girlfriend, Morefyn, is closely watching me as I let these toughts fall out. So! I'm sure she won't let too much happen, and I can just ramble on as I see fit!

Music, in all it's intricacies, seems to tap into a universal constant that all of us can experience. It is a wonder to me and being able to percieve this much is almost frieghtening. The way it can systematicly be applied over and over again with similar results but with varying degrees of success.

I think there has got to be some co-relation between the frequncies, their combonations, and direct human responces. Perhaps the audible levels of music are only pointing to a greater underlying force that could be unendingly manipulted by those with that power. (Tangent) For example, I've read or heard somewhere that the actual differences of the space between the structural molecules of solids and gasses are, in relation, almost negligable. What I'm getting at is that the [densities of] solids and gasses are almost no different from each other. Leading one to conclude that we should be able to move through solids as we do gasses. But nonetheless, we do not.

I digress. Having knowledge would be the deciding factor in whether or not the pursuit of such ends would be enteretained. Perhaps knowledge spawning the desire for belief.

Why is that? Is it our brains that have adapted over eons to only be concerned with what is physical? After all, we only can use what we can explane, and in our past we've only been able to know of what we can use with our hands. Is it our time to extrapolate new data for what is our governing universe? The very definition of our "nature" is to evolve, to progress in some way, in ANY way.

Man, it's greatest endeavor, to stabilize and control it's environment. Again, by definition of that statement, it's environment consists of other fellow Man. So, can you see the eternal struggle; Man Vs. Man. Knowing this paradox, how will it be possible for Man to progress, as Nature demands, if, by his own definition, he must fail. We cannot control each other while still making progress, in "Nature".(as Nature is used here)

Hrmm, I thought I had taken care of all distractions but somehow the universe has found a way to derail my Amtrak of thinking. That was fun...

Am I the only person that I reach out to that can see/feel this sort of "thing".
Some, wierd aura that isn't seen..
When I relax the mind I've designed over years for this fuckin' world, I can sense...
It seems right but also so wrong..
like I'm supossed to be here and I'm doing what I'm was supposed to,
but this isn't the right surroundings, and changing my location has nothing to do with it.
The parameters for this life are not right yet we continue to exist, almost in a defiance of something...
I'm not sure whether we deserve kudos or a slap on the back of the hand =)
-j

p.s.- Thank you for entertaining my thoughts for however long you did. (^_^)