Gah!

that's my only reaction thus far.
I tried to hold off and ignore my boyfriend. but, I failed miserably. I wanted him to miss me and perhaps be dashing and romantic or something or other. I know he misses me. But I am the one that comes out like some fool tumbling out of a barrel along with a bevy of "I miss you"s

I'm seeing him today though. It's world youth day so I'm catching a bus and avoiding the trains because I don't like being packed around crowds of people.

I don't have any condition  or phobia.  I just think people are idiots.
working in retail teaches you this very quickly.
I hate how my payslips confirm that I am a 'sales assistant'.
I really want to eliminate that job title quick smart.

By the way, I really can't live here anymore. It's getting to the point where I am isolated enough as it is. But I have no time to really do anything about my living situation. I need to talk to my boss at work and really discuss some personal matters. But, he is a dingbat. I need to reach out to HR.
who don't seem to exist in my immediate work environment.

I have been writing snippets and reading a little more actively also. I'm working on a memoir. 20 , seems like a young age. I haven't really accomplished much. but to get 20 years off my chest would be a feat in itself.

ahhh its breakfast time..

seeya soon kiddoes

xo