Normally, when i blog, it's either about something i'm REALLY passionate about, and want to start a debate on, or just get the word out about.
But i ALSO end up blogging a lot when i have shit for ppl to hear, ppl like...well, i won't name names. But, just the punk ass douchebags and fake ass bitches that piss me off on a daily basis.
If you've read my blogs, any of them, you probably are aware that, those particular blogs, the ones going off on ppl, are written in red.
I've noticed, within the past couple of months, a good bit of the blogs posted (the longer ones too, i might add) have been in red...this is either a problem with ME or a problem with THEM. Pretty sure it isn't me, but with everything going on, i'll admit that i HAVE been, sort of, extra bitchy. But hey! I'm trying, so you gotta give me credit for that. I know when i'm being a bitch for no reason. And i apologize, eventually. Which i have done to a few ppl lately, as well. (There is still a blog about that, too. For those who haven't read it yet.)
Well, i'm trying not to let so much bother me these days. But any of you who know me, know my temper, and know just how difficult this can prove to be lol
BUT! I'm trying, nonethless. (If you suggest anger management, i'll kick you the next time i see you..) It would be nice if the idiots around me tried as well. But i know that's never going to happen. Sluts will always be sluts, and douchebags...well, i think you've got it. In fact, some have even gone above and beyond and made an ART out of it, a "career" of being a bitch or an asshole. That's fine. But just know that, so long as you're here to piss me off and test how far i will go? Well, i can promise you a reaction, 9/10 times. one you most CERTAINLY will not like.
Those of you who know me, REALLY know me, know that i can be one of the nicest ppl you'll ever meet. I'll have your back on anything, anytime you need me to, i'll defend your name, i'll be there when you need support, whatever. The definition of a "good friend". Which some of you need to seriously read up on!! But get on my bad side, even once. You'll regret it, i promise you that.
I'm SO sick of high school, sick of the drama, sick of the high school scene, and i'm ready for a new one. Graduating in May, and i CAN'T WAIT to get the hell out! I'm just trying to get by and endure the drama and the stupidity and ignorancce until then. So keep making it more difficult for me to hold my tongue, control my temper. But sooner or later, i'm going to snap on you.
Consider this your warning.
Have a great night.
~ali.