One of my pet projects is an ecard website called lickmycards.com. I use it as an outlet for my destructive behavior. When I'm upset about something fucked up, I need something even more fucked up to make me laugh. That where I usually come up with the cards that eventually go up. Every couple weeks I use these cards as my release. One of which was this cards:



The cards on this site are fucked up and really have no place in society, but so do most of the things I think and do. I modify my behavior in the real world to meet the status quo. It's still not enough to get by unnoticed. I really have nothing more invested in this site other than peace of mind that I'm doing the world a disservice. To get that validation I go online to check the sites stats and see the damage I've done to the world. The following is a section of those stats and I'll explain what they mean:



These stats show that there was a surge on September 10th. I did a little investigation to see where the traffic came from. Sure enough it was from people sending out the 9/11 card. Tens of thousands of people sent out this card and mainly this card. I'm kind of disgusted with America. It's one thing for me to have that original thought, it's another people to laugh about it and send it around. I've spent a lot of time focusing on the overwhelming likelihood that people like me don't see eye to eye with the majority. I can't help but find it kind of upsetting that it's something slightly offensive to me that gets everyone's attention. It could be that they find it funny, it could be that they find it shocking or maybe they thinks it means something nice. I don't even know what it means. I just find it odd.