The one thing I've learned is that it is best to follow your heart, and let it lead you down your path that you want to go.  I've tried that and I think it works, a lot.  Yet there are sometimes that I feel that I go with my emotions a lot more often then I let my heart take lead.

I think the whole world does this as well and thats why we're in trouble so much, its all because we think before we act, instead of thinking while we're acting.  could save us a lotta trouble. 

I made a decision recently that I thought was with my heart.  now I'm not sure if it was.  what is it you're all wondering?  I'm not going to tell you, because I'm still trying to make sure that I'm doing what I think I should be.  I'm not ever the one for second thoughts, doubts do come across a lot though, but those are because I know that I have reason for them.  Second thoughts to me, are the stuff that brings out whether or not I truly know what I am doing, and if I'm going down the right path, like college or something like that.

To me, I just want things in life to be simple, and easy.  of course, they aren't, that would make life way too simple, and wouldn't have the need for the competitive way life is, we could all wish for waht we wanted, do what we wanted and we'd all be happy.  It would be Heaven.  It would also be Hell.

We are the way we are because we chose to sin and not follow God.  Strife and all that, that is our doing because we don't do what God asks of us, and so we are continually trying to please him when we are not doing what he wants us to do.

Maybe through this, I can find my answer.