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Current mood:  melancholy Category: Blogging
i'm really starting to realize a lot more how much fun i had before i was on probation.lots of people would think it would be the other way around but it is not that way in my case.i hate it.its boring,i have absolutely nothing to do.i sit around all day and waste most of my time online.its not like i'm even saving money because i don't have a job.
for those of you who don't know i got on probation,sometime in september not sure of the exact date,i have a felony offense to the fourth degree,and it is due to be terminated on the twenty-sixth of february.i know a lot of people say that its really not that far away now,and thats what i keep telling myself,but though its not that far it feels like it is,especially when you don't have anything keeping you occupied.which i don't.
things will change on the eighteenth of december when i turn eighteen,when i will have more freedom.on top of probation,i have these rather excessive parents.i'm not kidding when i say i don't go anywhere.i'm online most of the day.i got on today at like two-thirty pm.it is now one twenty-seven am.the only time i ever leave is to go to the morley health center,to go to school,or whenever my probation officer calls.i'm definately online more than i am offline.i like some sites,and i like to learn about photo manipulation and web design but everything is not in moderation.i don't watch tv because i hate it.don't tell me to go outside now,its freezing and i hate winter.i am in the process of trying to find a job,i have put in many applications so i am trying to take care of that.
in a way it is good to slow down for a little bit.kinda focus on priorities more,getting things ready for when i become a legal adult.looking for a place to live,and going to college so i can get a kick-ass job.i just wish it was not for such a long period of time.i mean i know it could've been a year but six months is still a decent amount of time.the attorney at the juvenile court said that i would probably only get four months since it was my first offense and it wasn't horribly serious.but the majestrate decided that i would have six months and have thirty hours of community service,which i still have not completed any of.
on the good side this will stay on my juvenile record so i don't have to put down that i have been convicted of anything since its not public information and when i turn eighteen that info is completely gone.
but for right now i'll just have to sit around until the time is up.i do miss partying and kickin it.i miss going out and really not worrying about anything,but i really can't dwell on that,and i don't want to,dwelling on the past seriously doesn't do anything at all except for break you down.life goes on,and this seriously isn't the end i know.many people are in a lot worse situations than i am so i'm happy that i'm not in there place.
all in all,i'm just gonna get throught the remainder of the time.six months is nothing compared to eighteen years.
11:43 AM
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